Flying High

I pray no tears in your dream,
I know you'll fly high in your life..

May 1, 2011

I'm sorry that today I couldn't make it ><

Dang.. But it's just another flawless performance!

It's the most perfect performance our of four ^^

Finally you've finished your debut stage, CHUKKAE!!
Their outfit is really eye-catching lol.
They wear electric yellow but I still love it :)
You can watch here, LIVE110501 B1A4 O.K. SBS Inkigayo
And yesterday, I got the fansign done before going to my class BBQ party!! YAY.
I know it's not really good and won't do anything much to B1A4,
but I still hope it will boost B1A4's spirit up!! :D
Here's the fansign (with me~ but I didn't post the one with my face though, it's embarrasing.. >///<)

And tonight, A MIRACLE COMES UPON US, INTERNATIONAL FANS!!
Jinyoung, my bias kyaaaaa, replies our fansign in Daum Fancafe!! OMO
I'm sooooo HAPPY!!! It's overwhelming! REALLY!
I can't believe that he replies it for less than 24 hours!
I was like this when my friend told me, "SERIOUSLY??? Am I dreaming?" in my heart.
The English is not good, but I really feel that he did it, knowing that his English isn't good, only for us, the international fans ^^ I'm so happy. Thank you very much Jinyoung-ssi for your reply~
That's another special miracle for me.
Because it came right after I cried over something I shouldn't.
His cute reply did stop my tears. I forgot about it completely. Tehe.
Saranghae, Jinyoung-ssi ^^ I wish we could meet someday for real, haha.

May 3, 2011
Today, I saw this..
B1A4 Introduction in the Backstage of M! Countdown 110428
I was like ajhgasfgsf.... *dies*
I can't stop smiling after hearing your talking voices!
It's so adorable. I love you all!!

Jinyoung-ssi, you look more mature there ^^ I can feel it that you're the leader.

In conclusion, I look forward to seeing more side of you guys!
for BaYoung shippers : we've got another moment of them!! lol :P
But.. YOU KILLED ME ONCE AGAIN..
But I won't be angry.
I'm happy that you 'kill' me twice today :P
Pre Debut Clip - Jinyoung
I was like.. OMG OMG OMG I can't believe it.
I don't know why, but I kinda prefer the you before debut.
Probably, it's because you don't look skinny? You seem more mature too.
But I do like the current you ^^ I love your killer yet fresh smile :)
There's no doubt why the audience there scream hearing your 'noreul saranghaeyo'
I even hear the chatters after that.. especially girls~ lol.
But you deserve it! I'd have done the same if I had been there.
You seems shy. You said it right but I think it sounds a little awkward? 
That makes you look cuter thought ;P  *dies*
I wonder how to handle your overloading cuteness in my eyes?
You make my heart burst and my face goes red.. lol >///<
(that's so unlike me. Mm, fine, even this blog is SO UNLIKE ME)
But what did you do there?
How come you could be on the stage? :o

By the way, it seems like B1A4's schedule has been tightened.

Please maintain your health ^^ and don't forget to have fun!

Having fun is the only way to make everything goes better and that way you won't regret it ^^

Sorry I'm just really bad at words..

And, don't forget, this is just a beginning to achieve a greater dream.

B1A4, Hwaiting!

Tonight, I'll stream your radio program for sure~

Wish you all the best! God bless you guysssss :3

Flawless!

It's a great 3rd Performance!
I'm really proud of them!

April 29, 2011
After watching their 2nd performance on M! Countdown,
I'm really glad that they did pretty well :D
And finally their 3rd stage came!
OMG~~ I'm really happy seeing their white outfits with a pink touch~
It's really really great :D :D This is the most flawless performance out of three!
I'm also lucky enough that I can watch you live through KBS World

I'm very happyy~~ yayayayy!!! :D :D <-- can't stop smiling

But I found a hilarious scene too., lol.

Sandeul's Funny V Pose

Cool Waving From Jinyoung

Keep coming back to the camera

Sandeul-ssi, Jinyoung-ssi, what did you do when f(x) gave a speech? lol~

People in forum called you guys trolls for that xD some say camwhore (but it sounds a bit harsh, so I won't use it..)

I also saw Baro jumping near the end of the program.

Jumping Baro

It's kinda rude to the winner (they're your sunbae(s)! lol~)

But for me, it's cute, lol.. I really wanna see a lot of your other sides!
There's another BUT~ They are polite to the others!
They know that they're new ^^
Here are the evidences~
The one on yesterday's performance~

 And this is today's performance~

They keep bowing >< about 90 degrees.. It's so cute.
They are all fun, exciting, thankful, and super cute~

April 30, 2011
Hehehe~ I have already joined a huge worldwide collaboration for your song, O.K!

I hope I can do it well later ^^

I'm also in a process of making a fansign to you!

I hope it will boost up your spirit (and luck? :D) on Inkigayo later!
Good luck on tomorrow's performance on Inkigayo!
I'll try my best to watch you online!! :D
FIGHTING!

Overload....

SDGAHSGASDJ!!!
Oh my gosh, their lastest picture and performance make me crazier!

*(deep) inhale, exhale*
*meditating for a while*
Okay, now I'm ready to write sanely..

April 28, 2011
13:30 WIB (2 hours earlier than korean time) I was panic!
I tried to stream because they said I could start streaming 30mins in advance.
I asked people in forum.
They said, "Isn't it 6 pm KST?"
O_O.... okay, wrong me.
Time flied so high.. Eh, I mean so fast.
The time was finally coming! *dag dig dug*
I streamed them but it was lagging.
Fortunately, it went better and better as the time goes by.

......(waiting mode).......

Their performance on MNET M! Countdown........
At the start, it's kinda worrying..
But everything goes flawless after a few seconds!! WOOT!
B1A4 DAEBAK! #B1A4DAEBAK :D :D

I'm really thankful that I can stream your live performance online!

I was waiting for a half hour, and unexpectedly, you guys came!

I had planned that I wanna do O.K's song fanchant.. But I get pawned by your performance. LOL

After all, you're all better than your 1st debut stage! I'd say DAEBAK!

I love how you improve so fast~ Keep up a good work.

However, please eat and rest well while practicing! :)

I really do wish I could watch your live performance for real ^^~
Though I think they are not as excited as their previous stage.
But they're really great!! Good job, B1A4!
I hope you'll be more stable in the future and perform even better!
------Duh, my mom is home, gotta write quickly. lol.
After 2 minutes watching, my stream goes black.
I had wanted to crash my laptop already, LOL.
I talked to my friend and kept kyaa-kyaa-ing in my heart
"Please come to live once again!!!" <-- with stupid face
And boom they came to live once again. YAY!
And that's how I went through their 2nd stage performance. Great!
Also, chukkae Big Bang for winning the 1st place~ :) :)
Will you use your 'free boyband outfit' for the next performance? It's my favorite outfit!! ><
Oh! Last night, before going to sleep, my friend told me that Jinyoung's profile photoshoot clip had been uploaded.
I was like... "Huh, what did you say?" in my heart.
I run to forum then youtube and finally watch your performance. HAHAHA <-- satisfied
I need 30mins to watch, download, and put it on my Blackberry :P
And even before going to sleep, I watch it again. Haha.. Am I scary?
I'm soooo happy~ Everyday you make me smile.

You make me smile like the sun (very true!)
Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

It's some lyrics from a quite old song by Uncle Kracker. Do you know that piece? :)

I really wanna sing it for B1A4 as my thanks :D
Have a nice sleep today, B1A4~ take a rest well ^^

Too Many Words To Say

Do you know how long is this post already!?
Duh, I can't stop typing!

April 27, 2011
Dang! My friend found an interesting blog last night..
http://elisons.tumblr.com/post/4950334910
She teaches us how to tell the boys apart~ hehe.
But without it, I can tell them apart even from a blurry picture.
I kinda get a figure of each of them ^^~
Back to the link, my friend found it funny~ lol
She explains about mostly their faces! Wow!
I've never observe them as detail as she does! It's awesome yet I agree that it's kinda funny xD
Even though I can really tell even only through their teeth though, hahah.
You can read the link if you wanna know more~ hehe.
Gotta say that the conclusion is they are all great! :) :)
But, another fact, my bias is just perfect in my opinion!
Then, about singing O.K song. Duh, it's pretty hard.
I don't know what's going on with my voice..
But I can't really get it out with power. Probably it's because it's been a while that I sing properly.
Oh, and I also saw Sandeul singing for audition! It's great, I wish I've as much as power you've for singing.
Yesterday, I was given a link of Idol Army.
I'm really surprised! I get caught by Lee Joon at 0:58!
MBLAQ - Idol Army Ep.11 - Im Doll
After a few seconds. I found the reason.
The reason is...... he looks like Jinyoung when he smiles. *omggggg*
My friend had told me that Jinyoung looks like him, but I didn't really take it (not like after watching that video lol)
Duh, Jinyoung.. I get hooked by you, hahaha.
And after seeing his MV.. I'm sorry but everytime I see my lovely Churro my bunny, I remember about Jinyoung. Hahaha~
Wanna take a look? Here's my bunny's pic~

Churro - Lyon Bunny

What resembles him/her (I haven't known my bunny's gender yet)?
1. Light brown hair, lol (in the MV, Jinyoung's hair color is lighter than in debut stage, I wonder why)
2. The messy hair :) *I can't find the right words for this one*
3. The small eyes *melts*
4. They're both cute, aren't they? (~>_<)~ hug ~(>_<~)
The huge difference :
My bunny is FAT, Jinyoung is SKINNY.
And Churro is a BUNNY while Jinyoung is a MAN, lol
No offense, Jinyoung-ssi! haha xD
The last one for today, there's a topic about 'What do you think Jinyoung's personality is like?' in forum.
I'll just paste my answer here..
I think his personality is warm and caring!
I can feel it through his gaze and how he sometimes take a look at other members.
He must be a gentle person! His eyes tell me that.
He seems very friendly and funny, but not someone that as humorous as Baro.
He does his responsibility properly~
Also, even though he's not really an outgoing person, he gets along well with everyone!
That's my opinion.
Addition : I think he's not really talk-active, especially to a stranger ><
How are you really like? I wonder ^^~
Well then, that's all for today!

Good luck for your preparation for tomorrow Mnet MCountdown, B1A4!

Be healthy and keep having fun! I wish you a good luck for tomorrow's performance.

I'll cheer for you through my laptop :P *I'll stream it online*
Fans, don't forget to TREND #B1A4DAEBAK on your twitter!

Can't Help But...

Geez, korean song again.. (A friend said this)
Sorry, but I can't help listening to Let's Fly Album!
I did it when I was in school this afternoon. Don't worry, I didn't break school's rules since I was only in a rehearsal for my high school graduation~

A confession :
Actually, I had a lot to say yesterday (April 25, 2011). But, clumsy me..
I can't remember what I was gonna say in this blog.
Am I really that old? Is it because I've already become a noona? (Hey, you're still 17 years old!)
...... Yeah, it's true  _(o_o)_  <-- thinking why
Ehm, just leave it be. Let's start for today then........ mian ><

April 26, 2011
*gets slapped right at the spot*
*losing conciousness*
I'm joking. Hehehe.. xD Well, but I do get slapped right at the spot. Why? You're still asking me why??
Because I see a rehearsal photo.. and Jinyoung wears pink hoodie jacket on that photo! My eyes aren't wrong, right? I'll be VERY embarrased if I'm wrong... I hope I'm not wrong.
But unfortunately, the photo is blurry. I can't tell the face. I only sense it. (Well, I'm not an psychic though) thanks for the translation, sabaku_chou :P
Okay, back to the topic.
Well, pink is my favorite color as mentioned before.
And knowing him using that color and hoodie style, I.. I.. *dies*
I can't explain it. I'm no good. T_T
Today, I, with other foreign fans, receive a good news!
Rookie male group B1A4, responses from overseas first rather than in the country 'Why?'
(It's translated and taken from forum, I take it out with full credits!)
A very short summary :  B1A4, as a rookie group, has received a lot of attention all over the world! They become a trend on twitter and so on~ :P (join forum for more lol)
I feel really blessed! They know us, the foreign fans! Hehe.
Does it also mean that no other rookie group that receive such an interest? Is it only B1A4? :O :O
WOW. Haha. Well, I hope so~
I'm really proud of being their international fan.

I hope our presence doesn't become a burden to you guys.

I look forward to your progress!

But please get a hold old yourself. You gotta stay healthy and cheerful!
Whatever you're gonna be, I've a feeling I'll always like you.
I can't promise such a dull commitment.
However, would you mind believing it?
B1A4, FIGHTING!
I'll see you soon on 1st March on Inkigayo. I hope I can stream it online this time!
Good luck on your training! Have fun!

A little piece of memory on 25th April 2011;
I reviewed B1A4's debut celebration and I enjoy it very much!
They look so happy with their pink cake and meals!

Note : I'm in my own progress training myself to dance and sing O.K song~ Please wish me luck since I don't know korean at all, lol. I also can't wait to get my CD+poster of B1A4!! The pre-order will be closed on 27th April. It means, I've to wait 1 or 2 other weeks.... T_T

Outside The Stage

I'm so happy!
Eh? Does something happen?
For the first time, I can watch B1A4's interaction outside the stage!


April 24, 2011
*Whoooooz~*
Yayayay! Today is Sunday~ I can relax~ I can do what I want today!
I've no plan today, so I plan to visit B1A4's international forum and read all the news that I haven't read yet!
OHH! But, lucky me as usual, I find a video of their mini fanmeeting! And absolutely, lots of their photos.
*jealous beam right to the -about 100- lucky fans there* umm, I'm joking. That's not me. There's no way I'm like that (?)
In my eyes :
Sandeul : Woow, you seems used to handle fans with your gorgeous smile! It's nice to see you pose and wave to the kya kya fans. Is it because you are pretty used to with public? (I saw your pre-debut performance :D)
Baro : Duh, you look more like a hamster. So cute! Haha. Do you like being called cute? Most of guys doesn't like being called cute after all. But I gotta say all of you are cute and handsome ^^
Gongchan : You do melt any noona's heart!! What did you use? *jokes ;P* I love how you try to look at every side of the fans!
CNU : My, I never imagine you're that polite! I'm charmed by your gentleness. Thank you for thanking fans! Even though I'm not there, I feel great too. Haha.
Jinyoung : You looks very calm. That's cool. :O Or are you nervous inside? Because, I find your waving is a bit awkward. I wonder what your true feeling is. Your eyes tell that you're a caring person yet a thinker. Is it true? Well, I don't know. It's just my opinion. No offense, 'kay? However, through this clip, I can understand why you're the leader, my bias :P
All : You guys look very happy~ and you may be surprised to know that the fans there are not only from South Korea, but also other countries (I read in forum that Baro get shocked knowing there's a fan from China there)
I wish I were there. I really wish :')
But someday, I believe I'll be able to meet you guys~ *even if it's only through your concert, it counts! :)*

Overwhelming Feeling

Are you crazy?
Yeah, I'm crazy over heels for you :) :)

April 21, 2011
Today, I'm going back from school as fast as I can! Haha.
I walk faster than I usually do.. (my school is pretty close from home!)
I put my bag without caring where
I jump on my little chair and turn on my laptop.
I write 'B1A4 OK MV' on youtube.
'UWOOOHHHH!!' (nb: it's in my heart)
You need to know, I don't move even a little for 4 minutes and 13 seconds.
B1A4 - O.K [MV]
'How come I like a boyband this much?'
(B1A4, you're the first one. And I don't think I'll come to like any other boyband this much again)
I also join international forum for B1A4 today! It's niceeee~ I'm really happy.
FLIGHTB1A4 - The International Forum
I'm full of joy~ I feel blessed~ Yeah, I'm!

(I skip April 22, 2011 because I don't think there's anything special that day)

April 23, 2011
The day is finally coming!
B1A4 DEBUT STAGE ON MUSIC CORE!
I'm so excited. :D :D :D I feel nervous! (Hey, you're not them. They're more nervous than you're!)
I wish I can say these words directly to them.
"Don't worry, once you're on stage, everything is gonna be okay.

You'll manage to do it. Everyone is nervous. But, you've done your best so far!

So, there's no way you can't! We, your fans, are waiting~

Whatever the result, we'll support you guys!"
They are just a fan's words. Nothing special. Nothing's different. Just some mere supportive words.
It sounds a little too sweet. A little too cute. Unlike how I'm in the reality.
But you gotta know, it's true from my heart. Too bad, I'm no good at making words.
Another bad thing, I can't watch B1A4's debut stage right from the TV.
I've to go with my parents to buy my needs in Australia.
Actually, I can reject their offer to go that day.
But, I can't. I'm upset at myself though.
However, although Sunday is a holiday for them, it's the only day they can rest, slacking off in their room for a whole day before starting going to work again tommorow.
While shopping, I do check out my watch.
Also, I change my personal message/status on my Blackberry Messenger about them.
(Ex: 2 and a half hour to their debut stage)
And finally, the time has come!
I just can hope they do well on the stage.
And a few hours later, I finally get home.
I'm tired, but I do my best to quickly turn on my computer to watch them!
[110423] B1A4's Debut Stage on Music Core
I gotta say they are AWESOME!

You're so good, guys! I'm really satisfied.

Even though, I can't say it's perfect, but it's perfect for me!

I love how you guys keep smiling despite nervousness over you

(I can see how nervous you're. I don't try to judge you, but that's my opinion.)

I can see that you're overwhelmed with enthusiasm and happiness!

I can feel a little worry from you, but it turns out well, after all.
DAEBAK!! :D :D
Moreover, pink is my favorite color.
I'm really lucky to have you guys wearing pink outfits for your debut stage!
Go B1A4!
Too bad, I can't watch them too long.
I need to go with my grandma and grandpa~
Having a dinner with them every saturday night is my routine.

Slurp~ Surprise!!

Whoaaaa! What is it?!
It's a surprise for you! Are you happy? :)
Does a surprise always make you happy?
Hmm... maybe?

April 19, 2011
A day goes like a wind, really.
Knowing the truth that a friend of mine also likes them makes me really happy~
Because I can't keep every thoughts of them to myself.
It may explode everytime! LOL
I also know that 21st April will be the day their MV released.
I really can't wait for that long.
But I keep thinking, "Uwooo.. Their MV will be a gift for finishing my exam!"
(From 18th to 21th April 2011, every 3rd year high school student in Indonesia has National Exam, and I'm one of them!)
I don't forget to check my facebook, since every artist usually have a fanpage there.
And wow! I find B1A4's fan page along with every member's fanpage!
I join them immediately. I'm soooo happy!
They give me a boost up to finish this exam! Yay for them~

April 20, 2011
My 3rd day for the exam has finished~ woohoooo!
I'll have physics as the last subject tommorow. My my, I'm really lazy for the last one!
Since it's in the afternoon, I visit youtube to watch their teaser~ (I watch it everyday. Oops!)
And then I try to study but... The laziness is unbearable, haha.
A night has come, and I check out their fanpage in facebook. (I get bored doing studying/nothing, ugh)
It says like, "A little more to release their MV!" (it also says it just posted some minutes ago)
BOOM. My head explodes. For real. O-M-G!
Is it fate? Or what?!?!
How come? It's still 20th April! How?
After a little while, I realize that we're apart for 2 hours. (Baka! *punches herself*)
I drool in front of my lovely laptop.. Poor lappie. ><
I get very very excited! Omg omg.
.......... (waiting with eagerness)
And finally!!
Woohoooo~ I find it on their official website!!!!!
I go.. SPEECHLESS yet happy.....

an O.K from Jinyoung!

But... guess what happens?
I leave my laptop for a while thinking that it'll be better to watch the MV after it's done.
But my beloves mommy shut it off when I'm away. My my..
Bad luck, yet good luck.
I decide to finish my study and then go to sleep. *sighs*

Note : I'm lazy to write it in past tense. So I'll pretend that the day I write is exactly like the date. :P

Why B1A4?

Why, why, why?
I don't know why. Even though I shake my head and scream, I don't know why ^_^


April 18, 2011
I was doing a search in youtube. And like a MAGIC, I found B1A4 teaser.
It's nothing special, really.
When I clicked on the video, I was like "Oh, it's the boyband that a friend of mine told me the other day!"
I watch it carefully. I'm a person who always observes something new.
I take a look at every second of the teaser...
Slowly but sure, something changes in my mind.
"What the hell is going on with me?"
"That one.. is the one I saw for the first time in the link she (my friend) gave me."
*paying attention*
*pushing replay button*
*shocked at herself*
I.. I...
I hardly like something.. (even harder for a person)
But I got spelled just by 30s of their performace!
And I know, it's just the beginning.. :)

-tobecontinued-
Note : It's a too late today, I'll continue tommorow :) Goodnight B1A4! There are still a lot of words I wanna let you hear (even though you can only read 'em here)

Hello! Annyeong~

It's been a while since I did some blog. Haha.. I reset them all.
I'll try my best from now on!
I'll try to be active, etc etc xD
And as what can be seen from the title of this blog, the main focus of this blog is about Jinyoung and the others from B1A4.. since Jinyoung is my bias, I'll mention him a thousand more without realizing, I guess
Happy blogging! :D