Overwhelming Feeling

Are you crazy?
Yeah, I'm crazy over heels for you :) :)

April 21, 2011
Today, I'm going back from school as fast as I can! Haha.
I walk faster than I usually do.. (my school is pretty close from home!)
I put my bag without caring where
I jump on my little chair and turn on my laptop.
I write 'B1A4 OK MV' on youtube.
'UWOOOHHHH!!' (nb: it's in my heart)
You need to know, I don't move even a little for 4 minutes and 13 seconds.
B1A4 - O.K [MV]
'How come I like a boyband this much?'
(B1A4, you're the first one. And I don't think I'll come to like any other boyband this much again)
I also join international forum for B1A4 today! It's niceeee~ I'm really happy.
FLIGHTB1A4 - The International Forum
I'm full of joy~ I feel blessed~ Yeah, I'm!

(I skip April 22, 2011 because I don't think there's anything special that day)

April 23, 2011
The day is finally coming!
B1A4 DEBUT STAGE ON MUSIC CORE!
I'm so excited. :D :D :D I feel nervous! (Hey, you're not them. They're more nervous than you're!)
I wish I can say these words directly to them.
"Don't worry, once you're on stage, everything is gonna be okay.

You'll manage to do it. Everyone is nervous. But, you've done your best so far!

So, there's no way you can't! We, your fans, are waiting~

Whatever the result, we'll support you guys!"
They are just a fan's words. Nothing special. Nothing's different. Just some mere supportive words.
It sounds a little too sweet. A little too cute. Unlike how I'm in the reality.
But you gotta know, it's true from my heart. Too bad, I'm no good at making words.
Another bad thing, I can't watch B1A4's debut stage right from the TV.
I've to go with my parents to buy my needs in Australia.
Actually, I can reject their offer to go that day.
But, I can't. I'm upset at myself though.
However, although Sunday is a holiday for them, it's the only day they can rest, slacking off in their room for a whole day before starting going to work again tommorow.
While shopping, I do check out my watch.
Also, I change my personal message/status on my Blackberry Messenger about them.
(Ex: 2 and a half hour to their debut stage)
And finally, the time has come!
I just can hope they do well on the stage.
And a few hours later, I finally get home.
I'm tired, but I do my best to quickly turn on my computer to watch them!
[110423] B1A4's Debut Stage on Music Core
I gotta say they are AWESOME!

You're so good, guys! I'm really satisfied.

Even though, I can't say it's perfect, but it's perfect for me!

I love how you guys keep smiling despite nervousness over you

(I can see how nervous you're. I don't try to judge you, but that's my opinion.)

I can see that you're overwhelmed with enthusiasm and happiness!

I can feel a little worry from you, but it turns out well, after all.
DAEBAK!! :D :D
Moreover, pink is my favorite color.
I'm really lucky to have you guys wearing pink outfits for your debut stage!
Go B1A4!
Too bad, I can't watch them too long.
I need to go with my grandma and grandpa~
Having a dinner with them every saturday night is my routine.